May 2012
5 posts
I'm Going to be Vague
I sat down to write because a couple of things have come to mind these past few evenings, and tonight my stomach turned in such disgust that I had to get up and write. I can only be vague because even though no one probably ever reads this, I don’t need to fall into a trail of stories that tie my thoughts into a single puddle.
This world can be such a disgusting place and it breaks my...
Too much to say
And nothing comes out
blessing or curse
what is going on with me?
April 2012
4 posts
11:35
Sean’s voice trembles, it’s more like a beautiful vibrato echoing in the almost bare room. The carpet and beige wall caress my shivering body. So snug up against the trim of my roommate’s bedroom. My eyes so weak and everything starts fuzzing. Past the blur a black and white Marilyn Monroe poster hangs above my head. Slender black frame. Ashley snapping to the rhythm of the...
March 2012
3 posts
It’s the 4th of March and again I find myself in distaste with the measurement of time. There’s time for everything, feels like I don’t have time for anything. I’m trying to stay optimistic, I need to make time to write, paint, and see my family.
I would typically write up a sonnet or something to explain my frustrations with everything… or lack there of but...
February 2012
16 posts
Opening the door, now the mystery is gone.
Let Thy goodness, like a fetter, bind my wandering...
tallented:
Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it, prone to leave the God I love; here’s my heart, O take and seal it, seal it for Thy courts above.
Felt So Able, Feel Too Stable
I’ve never been afraid of the dark, never been afraid to walk in darkness and feel the ridges of walls in order to get around. But fear will grasp onto you one way or another. The creak in the floor, the thump in the ceiling, a vacant room, they are all there; you take notice in them and they take notice in you.
This isn’t particularly about fear nor the chain of events that have made...
January 2012
8 posts
I don’t hear the ocean anymore and every time my eyelids flutter to a close I can see it farther and farther away.
I have everything and nothing in my system.
December 2011
37 posts
I know what I want but I have platters to pick...
The Tide Came Back
I have a post on hold but it needs to get written asap because its tightly involved with my last semester of college. I wish I could sit here all night typing my little fingers away, perhaps another night since I’ll be working tomorrow.
I feel like most businesses should be closed Christmas Eve. I’m hoping I don’t get too many customers tomorrow and the ones that I do get,...
